Y6 D177

I am still so tired. I also have an eye infection that won't go away, my foot hurts, and I ate too much cheese yesterday.

Not in a good head space today. I need ... I don't know what I need to be honest.

Class went fine yesterday but I did have some stupid shit to deal with. I got chewed out by my work yesterday for basically speaking my mind. On top of the OMG YOU MUST HAVE YOUR INSURANCE STUFF IN NOW shit I have been dealing with, I get an email yesterday morning OH YEAH BTW WE ARE TAKING MONEY OUT OF YOUR CHECKS TO MAKE UP THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN LAST YEAR'S INSURANCE AND THIS YEAR. No fucking warning, no amount, just that it will come out either this check or the next. WTF? This went out to everyone so it's not just me, but it was like really, now? At the end of year? Fuck you. And I said pretty much that to our one person who is 1. leaving and 2. technically the office manager who has been thrust into an HR role. Well that sparked emails from people telling me I need to stop complaining and I should be more polite and I fucking went off on them. I told them straight up to fuck off and that maybe if we had a real HR team who was trained and knew how to write emails and handle shit better this wouldn't have happened. Yeah, they had no comeback for that because they know I am fucking right. Regardless it put me in a shit mood all day and this happened right before lunch. Four more hours pretending like I am doing fine.

Got back to the hotel around 4:30 and sat for a while before going to BJs for dinner. It was okay. It was food. Nothing more nothing less.

Got back around 7, played some Diablo which by the way fucking screams on this laptop. Went to bed around 9:30.

Two more fucking days and I can go home.