A mostly uneventful day finally. I've needed one of those. I taught from 8:30 - 4:30, went out for Pho with biker boy, home at 7:30, watched TV, went to bed at 10:30. That was it. I did move some more of B's furniture down into my office. But that was the most exciting thing I did. My tinnitus is doing good, my cold is not. Still full of snot and phlegm. I made a decision to break up with the gf. I am tired of her neediness. Plain and simple. She is too clingy, too domesticated, too a lot of things for me. Last night I posted something on Insta and TWELVE SECONDS later she liked it. Bitch, I don't even like my spouse's shit that fast. That's just giving off some creeper vibes. Plus things are going really well with the new girl and I would like to see how that goes. I like the distance you get in an ENM relationship, but managing multiple people becomes exhausting. I need to get rid of one. GF is the most logical one to drop. I know I am giving up guaranteed sex, but so be it. The other stress this relationship is costing me isn't worth it. I don't think she is going to take it well but it must be done. Sigh. We will see how this goes.
New group today and the rest of the week. Group tonight.
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