I performed what will be my last big act of kindness for B last night. They're going to Alaska in November thanks to me. Cost me $11.21. Used up a good chunk of my remaining miles, not going to lie. But, I'm the hero of this narrative. Of course it wasn't a completely selfless act. Have you met me? They will be gone from 11/15 - 11/24. Nine days with their woman. Alaska in November. It will be in 20s and snowing. You have fun with that. Why wasn't it a selfish act? Because C (yes, no more NG, her name starts with C and I have a feeling she will be around for a while) will be spending that period of time here. That's right. I will be having my own overnight guest. B and I discussed it and a couple of other things in terms of boundaries changing, not being appropriate any more, etc. We're at 5 days now of complete separation and it's working fine. Better than fine. I'm ready. With or without C, I am ready. I am enjoying my space. It's been a long time since I felt I had space. We did butt heads a little bit yesterday honestly because I felt they were encroaching into my space. Their stuff was all over my kitchen counters and I wasn't happy about that. It felt like a violation. Weird. I did help them last night get one of the final pieces of their furniture set. When they move out, they will definitely be set on that. No matter what goes wrong, at least they've got that sofa issue handled. Just sayin'...
As for me I taught all day. 11-7. And guess who joined my class? C! She didn't join via the zoom link to confuse the client. Instead she connected through Discord where I had my camera on for her. Look, in 10 years, B never sat through one of my classes. She always said she would but it never materialized. I know it's dumb, but it made the day fly by. I wasn't sitting bored spewing the same shit for the 10,000th time. It just was fucking nice. Don't worry. I'm not "in love" or anything like that. I am infatuated for sure. I am happy. Let me have that, okay? Changed the bandage on my tattoo last night. I forgot to mention, when I saw my artist on Tuesday, she oohed and ahhed over my rabbit. She told me how happy it made her to see someone who knew how to take care of ink post job and wants to use pictures for her brochures on after care. Nice. That made me feel good because I always think I am doing a bad job.
After class, picked up that dresser. Got back, booked B's flight, spent the rest of the evening on video with C. We watched another episode of Bear. Good show. She has agreed to watch two seasons of the doctor with me. Say a prayer she falls for it. It would be glorious to have another Whovian in the house. Nope, getting ahead of myself. I get to see her in October twice and November now for a week. December will come and we'll figure it out. Then somehow it will be 20 fucking 23. What the fuck? How did that happen?
Same deal today. Nothing planned for tonight except moving books up from the basement. I want as much of my stuff out of there as humanly possible. Down to just the books. We will hit the October 1st goal. I know it.
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