Sorry about yesterday's post. I was not doing well. I ended up going back to sleep for many hours. Here's the story; I have been fighting a low level cold all week. I have taken two COVID tests, both negative, so it is just an end of summer cold. Nothing fancy or crazy. I decided Wednesday night I wanted to really crash so B gave me an edible. Then they gave me a second because "these aren't very strong". Mind you, this is the same person who took 100mg last night and barely felt anything. Me, not knowing anything, said okay and took took. 40mg total. Add to that a shot of NyQuil and I was fucked up. Like BAD fucked up. I was just spinning and having a really bad trip. I ended up sleeping for like an hour because it was just rough. I got up yesterday normal time, said fuck this, because I was still high. Slept until almost 10. Even then I was still feeling lingering effects. So no, me and edibles don't mix.
As for Wednesday itself, I got some shit accomplished. I finished a webinar that I will be delivering next month. Had REALLY good Caribbean food with gf. Like some of the top food I've had here. Very pleased with that. But otherwise it was a pretty mellow day. Just tried to take it easy.
Yesterday was the hangover from hell, but still managed to get some stuff done. We started moving the guest room down into the basement. Time to give B their own space. Until I move my office, there's no point in them sleeping down here, but at least they will have a private space at night where they can hang out, watch TV, talk to cgf, masturbate, etc. Plus it will help me start to separate. They had a moment yesterday where it hit them that they're giving up a nice house for an unknown. More than likely some apartment where they will have neighbors, and not be able to do anything, etc. They got sad about it. Oh well. This is all your decision babe, not mine.
The best part though from yesterday for me was B shared some stuff. Apparently cgf is NOT into the whole poly thing ironically. They have asked B to be monogamous for a while. Waa-waa. B is bent about this as you might imagine. But wait, it gets better. They go tell smurf gf this news and oh no, I have caught feelings for you and was going to ask you to be exclusive with me. Oh no. No seriously. So now they've got one who doesn't want them to fuck, one who wants to only fuck them, and one who is a depressed crazy person. Should have just stuck with me eh? Would have been MUCH easier. Nope. You had to go and get all fancy. Sucks to be you.
Last night I picked a friend up at the mechanic, had dinner with him, then went to his apartment and watched Love and Thunder. It was okay. Too much going on for me. Came home, went to bed around 10:30 and slept until 5:30. I needed some solid sleep. Today I have therapy, a vet appointment, then helping another friend install some ceiling fans. Need to charge my Makita. I don't have a lot planned for the weekend either. Going to just take it easy.
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