FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK
Life just got worse. Just when I thought things couldn't get any more fucked up they do. I KNEW I fucked myself over on Saturday. I just knew it.
What am I rambling on about? Oh the simple fact that I have -50 in the bank. It would be ok if I got paid this week, but no, I don't get paid for another 10 fucking days. I have to some how figure out how to keep no other bills from going out, eat, put gas in my car, pay bridge tolls, and otherwise live on ZERO dollars for 10 days. I can't do it. I am fucked. I am completely stressing out right now. 4:37am and I am fucking bundle of nerves already. DAMMIT. I don't know what to do. I have no credit cards with any room on them, I have no means of acquiring cash, I am screwed.
Why? Why the hell can't I catch a fucking break? Fuck me. How the hell am I supposed to pay attention to work or anything else when I am going to be so fucking high strung for the next ten days? I seriously do not know what to do. Maybe if I am lucky I will get run over by a bus today. Or just walk in front of one...
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