Another night where I couldn't sleep. It was just too damn hot. I kept going back and forth between the bed and the couch trying to get comfortable. Finally took a sleeping pill around midnight to see if that would help. It didn't kick in until almost 1. Now I feel dried out, overly tired, and cranky. Not a good combination.
Sat on the bench again yesterday work-wise. This is not good. I am stressing about the first already because I know I am going to have about $4 left once everything goes out. Between rent and all my stupid ass bills, I am going to be screwed once more for two weeks.
I give up. I am 42 years old. No hope of ever getting ahead. No hope of retiring. No hope of finding someone. No hope.
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