Y3 D283

Hello. How are you? I'm functional. I needed last night. Bad. Even though I ended up puking all over myself and passing out at around 1am while the party went until 6. There are 7 other people still here not including me and TGF. The kid and KBF aren't home. They are at his house I am assuming.

So the day was pretty uneventful. I went onsite to my client from about 10-2 which was good because we needed the face to face time to get through a couple of issues. It was also nice not having to get up early and still be on site with billable hours.

When I got home TGF came over around 4 and we decided it was a party night. Ironically there was another party happening that it turns out we weren't invited to. Gee, clicks much? Honestly I am not that slighted by it because the people who through the party I am not that close to normally. We are casual friends and they live about 40 miles away. I discovered that the people who ended up at my party who weren't invited to the other one were all geographically closer to me than them which leads me to believe it wasn't intentionally meant as a slam.

We ended up having about 12-15 people total. But truth is, I needed it. I needed the noise, the outlet, the drunk. I needed to get completely fucked up and let things go. I was feeling too wound up and it was starting to crack me. Thank god for friends who actually give a shit. They save me every time.

Of course puking all over myself and passing out at my own party was a bit of a faux pas but it was my party. Seriously I NEEDED THAT. I did miss out on sex, but tonights another night.

And a shout out to my friend who lost his cat yesterday. I am so sorry my friend. It's a sad thing and I can totally feel your pain. I am not looking forward to the day when mine goes. I hope you remember all the good times with you kitty.

Okay we are off to taco bell...