Y3 D304

I hate my stupid brain sometimes. It spends too much time thinking about things and making things up and sending me down paths I don't want to go down. Spent the morning working on one client only for once which was a refreshing change for the week. Speaking of that I have to remember to enter in all my time and finally catch up on time cards. I am about three weeks behind and am going to get shit for it soon if I don't take care of it today. Should only take me like 20 minutes to do, it's just a matter of doing it. Anyway, spent the morning working. Heard from TGF via text in the mid-afternoon. She had class in the morning then was planning on spending the afternoon with friends. This is the first weekend I haven't seen her in months and of course this is what is sending the brain into overdrive. Maybe she is tired of me. Maybe she is realizing she needs to do other things. Maybe. Maybe. Maybe. Stop it brain.

I had a corned beef in the fridge and put that into the slow cooker around 10am. Made the house smell really good all day at least. The house may be a mess but at least it smells good. Today is a total house cleaning day for sure.

Around 2 I had enough and decided we should go get ice cream. I grabbed the kid and our friend, hopped on public transportation and headed to the city for some might fine ice cream. I had a bourbon coke float which was awesome. We stopped at a mexican bakery and picked up some pastries as well. I love how you can get 5 giant pastries for $2.30 at one of those places.

I did that mostly to keep myself distracted. We got back about 5 and the corned beef was ready to go. Hadn't heard anything more from TGF which started the brain in again. Ate, hung out for a while, and our friend went home around 8. I played some video games and the kid went online for a while. Around 9 I finally heard from TGF. Her day? They hung out at a coffee shop and caught up since she hadn't seen this group of friends in months. Yeah. My brain going over time while she is sitting with friends having coffee. Bad brain.

We talked for a while and I went to bed around 10:30. That was my day. Today I am cleaning and getting ready for a night of D&D with friends. TGF is off to a party. On one hand it's good we are having some time to ourselves. On the other, I am too set in my ways. I am too used to being married/living with someone that times like this drive me nuts.

Sigh. Grin and bear it. it's all I can do.