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I wasn't planning on being up at this time. No really, I wasn't. But through a twist of good fate, I am because I have an errand to run that will take me at least two hours today and I don't want to spend the majority of it in traffic. If you remember while I was in DC about three weeks ago, the kid lost her cell phone on the train. While I was upset, it wasn't a big deal because we still had her old one and no harm no foul in the end. Yesterday at 7am I get a call from a guy at the end of the line of the train saying he has her phone. He charged it, looked through the list of numbers, found one that said 'dad' and voila. How seriously cool is that?? Of course it's an hours drive from here, but so what. It gives me something to keep my mind occupied today which I really need. I was having a pretty easy day yesterday until I put on a playlist while I was working. In the shuffle of the playlist comes on 'Whole New World'. Yes, that song. The one from Aladin. Sigh. I started to tear up a little bit. There was this one time we were in California Adventure in the World of Animation when Whole New World came on the big screen and we did the whole duet together. We didn't care about anyone around us, we did the entire song. When I heard it yesterday it was like a car crash. I wanted to turn it off, but couldn't. I had to play it through. I worked a ton yesterday mostly because I wanted to get things done. The kid worked from like 9-2 and was gone most of the day. I stopped around 4 and went to the store to get some snacks for friends who were coming over later. We had a small get together of friends from about 7pm-1am where we played D&D. I enjoyed myself. I did spend much of the night feeling bad that I was having a good time but also feeling okay because I knew she wasn't sitting at home feeling sorry for herself. I did do something yesterday - I reinstated my OKCupid profile. I don't know if anything will come of it, but I did it to make myself feel like I was moving on. It was a good move. We had fun playing and while I am tired, I am alright. Granted I woke up and thought about her first thing. What is that with me? Why are my first thoughts in the morning always of someone else? Be it X2, TXGF, the kid - it's never about me. Always someone else that I think of when I wake. Maybe that's part of my problem. And remember about 7 months ago when I said that TXGF and I have had so much sex that if we break up I will be good for a while? So true. Sex is like the last thing on my mind. Granted in the last month it wasn't like the begininning, but I am still doing fine four days into this breakup on that front. I have at least a month or so before I start moaning and bitching about that. Off to get a phone.