I have to make this fast today as I am about to start a training class with a UK client. I am already 30 minutes behind schedule.
Nothing really improved yesterday. My mind is still awash with different things none of them good. The bright spot of yesterday was last night when my friend came over and played scrabble with me. The kid had school and did TGF (plus she had dance) so my Wednesdays are turning into a solo affair for the most part. Luckily my friend's husband is out of town and she had nothing to do either. She came over around 5:30 and we had some steaks, a bottle of wine, and a game of scrabble. Made me feel semi-normal for a short time. Made me feel human.
I don't feel human again. I feel like an outsider.
I am hoping these feelings go away soon. I have nothing going on starting tomorrow until Monday so maybe I can shake things. I need to clean my house. That too may be the catharsis I need to get out of my funk. Just do a massive cleaning. Always helps to be clean.
Time to teach.
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