I should be happy this morning but I'm not. I am in a lousy mood. No, I don't know why. Just all angry inside for some reason. Started last night after dinner and I haven't shaken it yet. But at least it's Friday?
Why *should* I be happy? Because the IRS finally got through all of my paperwork and my federal return finally came back. I logged into the bank yesterday expecting to see about $500 to last me until today. Not great, but much better than a few years back, yes? I was proud that I had all the bills paid and was not going to stress and imagine my surprise when I logged in. At first glance I saw 5120 and thought cool, right on the money. Then I realized there was no decimal place. It wasn't 512 as I expected. Nice. So I went ahead and paid some more bills. And today I get to pay IN FULL two of my credit cards. You know how fucking good THAT feels? I am going to send out money for that and for my DMV fees. For the first time in years I am paying my DMV not only on time, but early for one. Hot damn. See? I should have been happy all day. I was for the most part.
During class break I did laundry. After class B and I went out to run some errands. While we were out we decided to get KFC. I also picked up a puzzle to keep me entertained while she is gone for two weeks. We got home, ate, watched some TV, and that's when my mood shifted. I don't know if it's because the food didn't sit right or what but I just got all angry about everything. I went to bed around 10. She stayed up reading. We didn't fight or anything, because I think she knew I wasn't mad at her specifically.
My friend called during that time. Her interview went well which I am glad about. I just didn't feel like talking to anyone unfortunately. But she knows I am happy for her.
I think part of my problem was the 17 emails I got between 4 and 7pm all work related and like 3 actually things I needed to read. I am so fucking sick of 'reply all' people. So useless.
Okay. One last day. Six people. Then I get a break for a couple of days. Maybe my mood will change before the day is out.
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