In a better place today. I figured out yesterday afternoon what was eating at me. It's the chaos in the house right now. I like be in control of things (duh) and with all the boxes and the next few weeks up in the air it's got me all thrown off and out of sorts. I have no control over things at the moment. But now that I have identified the problem it is better. It brings in to focus what I need to 'fix' to get things back on track. Frankly, I will have some time in the next two weeks while B is gone to get things in order. Even if that means more packing. Because then I will have everything packed rather than be all over the place. That will help.
I did a bunch of shit yesterday but felt like I accomplished nothing. I helped one client with some follow up work, did a webinar, worked on some docs, had an appointment for a lash tint, and did some organizing. When B got home we went out for some dinner, hit Target for her trip, and then came home and started getting her ready. Neither of us is ready for our respective trips next week. We are doing laundry on Friday so we can't pack until then. I think next week will feel better. She is doing alright about her uncle having a day to process things.
All over the map is the best way to describe this morning thoughts. I need some focus. The rest of this week will do that. Three days of early morning classes, afternoon document writing, evening recuperation. Plus I need the sex. Neither one of us has been in the mood lately but I think that should change tonight.
Here's hoping the rest of the week goes smooth.
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