ANA Y1 D37

 I got more than 45 minutes sleep last night thank goodness. Almost 8 hours this time. Not solid, what are you joking? Solid sleep? You kidder. No, but at least I slept. Even if it was in annoying chunks. So let's back up. Let's talk first about what annoyed me Friday (because it raised its head yesterday too). I spent the majority of Friday dealing with sad mopey B. But hey, good partner, being supportive, blah fucking blah blah. The minute things were resolved, B was right on the phone having a video call with CGF and her roommate. They were in the other room but ALL of my guests could hear her in their laughing and being like a goddamn teenager. That's the shit I have a problem with to be honest. Treat it like it fucking is and stop being this way. Balance better. Read the fucking room. 

Anyway. Moving on to Saturday. We agreed to make Saturday our day since I will be going out of town and I have plans for today. I keep forgetting Monday is a holiday and we will also have that technically but I digress. We stuck to the plan - we watched the final ST4, cried a lot. Then we started on Umbrella Academy. Watched a few episodes and went for sushi.

While we were at sushi, my friend texted and asked if I wanted to go out. B said, well, if you want to switch tonight for tomorrow night, let's see if I can make plans. Okay, fair enough. They also said that if I wanted to make plans they had no problem. No, only if we both can make plans would I do that because otherwise I am being a dick. Unfortunately they couldn't confirm plans so we stuck with our original plan of spending time together. But it felt off after all that. Why? Because at the thought of seeing CGF be got more animated, excited, etc. Look, I know this is all new and exciting, but for fuck's sake, balance better. It's the only words I have right now to describe what needs to happen. Prioritize. Don't be a cunt. 

Along those same lines, good partner here, I did say, hey if you want to make plans for Sunday or Monday night, go ahead. It really doesn't impact me. They also explained that on weeknights CGF has to be in bed by 11 for work so weekends are better. I get that because of my couple where Friday was the best night. Since Monday is a holiday I did say, fine go out Sunday night if you want. No skin off my nose. And Monday I am going to bed early because we fly out Tuesday. BUT here's where I am hoping they have a little fucking respect and realize they have an entire fucking week without me at home including a Friday and Saturday where I won't be there. So give me a break? But no, they're too caught up in their own little world to see that. That needs to change. Fast.

Today I am going to Hell MI. My friend (yes, MY friend) and I are heading out around 11, should be back by dinner time, but who knows if my spouse will be here when I get back. Ah, the mysteries of the universe.