It's been a month since I met you yet it feels like a lifetime. Some how in one month you managed to throw off everything I thought I had figured out. You changed my perception of what I was doing and why I was doing it. Before you I was ready to cave in and accept things. I had given up fighting for what I believed in again. No matter what happens, no matter where life takes either of us from this point forward, I am in your debt. You woke me back up and made me realize that I can have everything I want if I really want it bad enough. I don't have to be who they tell me to be. I don't have to settle for something I don't really want just because I am afraid of being alone. Thank you for that. You will always have a special place in my heart and my head for what you have done for and to me. Some day many years from now, you will have forgotten me but I won't care because you will be as fresh to me as the day we met.
Yesterday was uneventful. Holiday here and many things were closed. Ran a few errands with the Kid and then had Persian for dinner. Didn't feel like cooking. I don't really have much to say about yesterday as it wasn't a very exciting day. Sorry to disappoint, but that's what I do, remember? I let everyone down eventually. It's the way of the world.
My ear is still bothering me, but it's better. Three more days of drops.
Tomorrow is my birthday. They say men tend to die or kill themselves the day after their birthday because they want to know they made it to yet another year before giving up where as women dread the thought of being another year older they tend to go right before their birthday. I am in limbo regardless. 24 hours of nothing.
Things are grey today. Inside and out. Cold, gray, and nasty. Fitting, eh?
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