Had a bad X2 dream again last night. Don't know why, wasn't really thinking about her, but there she was in my nightmares. I was trying to figure out why she was late coming home and then it turned out her family was in town but I wasn't being allowed to see them. Odd.
Yesterday was ok. Took the kid to see Predators in the morning. Acceptable film. Very much in the tradition of the first movie. Worth a matinee or a rental. Simple summer popcorn fare. You don't walk into expecting anything highbrow.
After that I had a meeting with a new client which I am starting Wednesday. It's at least two - three weeks of work and it's less than 3 miles from the house. I can handle that.
Only negative thing that happened yesterday is that X1 once again proved how much of a wonderful person she is. I mentioned that my kid got her acceptance letter to college the other day. This is a big deal obviously ESPECIALLY since she hasn't even started her senior year. This is early acceptance people. She is set and doesn't have to stress for the next year. I sent X1 a text with a picture of the acceptance letter. Her response? "I see, that was quick. Financial aid please". Wow. That's your fucking response? She didn't even bother to call the kid to congratulate her. Didn't even TEXT her. Hell, LO, N1, N, R - these people don't even really KNOW my fucking daughter and they send nicer words of congratulations. What the fuck is wrong with that woman??
My head is all a jumble today. Not because of booze or anything foreign. Just because I am not sure what I am doing again. I am still lost in a sea of doubts and questions. Between the shit X1 pulled yesterday, work, financial worries, loneliness, not being sure of what I want... I am all up inside my head. And we know that is never a good thing. I am happy a quiet weekend of relaxing and doing nothing will help sort things out a bit.
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