I hope my sister reads this today so she can know I am sorry I lashed out at her yesterday. I was so frustrated with cheeto's current bullshit I told her that the next time she talks to that piece of shit who provided sperm for my existence to see if he was happy. If he felt safer now. If he enjoyed being a fucking nazi. She had to take the heat for something I should have said directly to him but I won't lower myself to even talking to him. Or any like him. Every day brings new horrors. And now this morning I wake up to a $600 insurance bill for B, Peter Capaldi leaving the Doctor, and I haven't even read the news yet. No wonder I am fucking feeling depressed again. Fuck this world and everything in it.
I spent the day going through new material. I have a class tomorrow that is new for me and I had to walk through the whole thing. Took me six hours which means it should be a full day. I have only 5 students tomorrow. Now on Thursday for some bonehead reason they allowed 20 to sign up for the morning session. We are trying to move some of them around, but so far no responses. Asshats.
Around 7 we got a package from UPS. Christmas stuff from MI finally. Some ornaments, a pair of jeans and a hoodie for B, and a plate she made while she was back there. We then decided to watch Princess Bride. Needed something to take our minds off the world.
Went to bed around 11. Today I need to run through all the classes and make sure the fonts all line up. I noticed some issues yesterday while I was doing things. Hopefully I can fix it all before I have to present any of them. Fun stuff.
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