ANA Y1 D141

 Hello karma my friend. How are you today? What's that? You have some news for me? Oh please do share! B has COVID? Oh my, how horrible. I don't? Well howdy fucking doody! Yep kids, that was the scene at the old homestead yesterday. So ever since they got home B has been feeling like shit and sleeping the day away. Yesterday literally right before I was supposed to leave, they decide to take a COVID test. Well what do you know? The test comes back hard positive. Of course I had to take one. Mine is shining clear negative. I have never been so happy to be sleeping in separate parts of the house in separate beds. Keep your germ filled body to yourself. I am Legend bitches, I. Am. Legend. 

Got up yesterday morning and paid bills, went grocery shopping ($327 fucking dollars thank you very much), then went and had my new hair installed. We didn't have time to do the color so no pictures yet, but I was able to show up for my baby with fresh new hair. My confidence level is at an all time high. I have hot hair, a hot girlfriend, COVID free, and feeling pretty damn good about myself. I will maintain humility and kindness on the outside, but inside, I am about to explode.

Speaking of exploding, much sex was had. I have now officially had intimacy with C in three weeks than I have had with B in the past entire year. Wow. That's just a bit to take in. Not going to lie. I want this woman. From the minute she pulled up I was aching for her touch. We got a beautiful upgrade at the hotel. Nice corner suite with kitchenette. I had her clothes off within 20 minutes again.

But understand it's more than just that. She has a sharp mind, a kindness about her, a vulnerable side. She is the missing piece of a large puzzle. We met a mutual friend who lives in the area we're in right now for drinks and dinner last night. That was fun. We got there around 6 and stayed for a couple hours. We talked, we laughed, and I felt so good. C keeps telling me I am fun. I am you know. I just kind of forgot that in the last couple of years. Nice to be back. I feel like I am doing a reunion tour with the world. Forgotten but Not Dead - Back by No Demand. That's the title of my world tour kids.

We came back to the hotel and went at it until almost 11pm. C fell asleep hard. Like I had energy to go out but they were out cold. I woke up a couple of times during the night and both times we were attached. The first time I stayed attached, the second I was hot and pulled away, but the fact that I didn't feel like I had to pull away and instead chose to is a very different feeling than I have had in quite a while.

That's the reoccurring theme isn't it? The return. The comeback. Whatever you want to call it. I don't care. I don't want to come down from this cloud. That's all I know.