Hold on, busy shutting a bitch down in another window. Okay back to this. So I am back in a better head space than I was yesterday. The morning was rough. I got into an argument with the ex-gf. Bitch doesn't understand how I work. She wants to share everything and talk feelings. I told her I have a therapist that gets paid to listen to my bullshit. She came back with 'this friendship seems pointless'. Well maybe it is. Maybe I only kept you around out of fucking pity. Ever consider that?? Fuck off. I did in fact discuss my melancholy state with my therapist because she DOES get paid to listen to my shit. We talked about how yesterday was the end of something. She assured me she'd be more worried if I wasn't feeling anything at all. Fair enough. We talked about how some people don't deserve to be in my life. We talked about B's trip. We talked about C. It was a good session.
Did a work meeting or three. Finished up and went to dinner with B. We had a good time. It truly was nice closure. We celebrated the life we had together. We celebrated how without things going the way they did, neither of us would have ever reached the paths we're on. We needed each other for a specific reason and it's all good. We're happy with our goals, we're happy with our new partners, and we're happy with our friendship. That's all that matters.
Came home and talked with C for a couple hours before bed. Today I am starting a roast for tomorrow night dinner. Doing laundry. Going to start packing some of B's shit. Might go out tonight. We will see.
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