Sunday, October 30, 2022

ANA Y1 D156

I am awake. No more than that. I am up early to go to the grocery store. I have shit to do this morning and didn't need any distractions. I want to get to the store and come back. Maybe go back to bed. I am not feeling well this morning. I believe I am suffering a bit of relapse. It was too cold for me to be out two nights in a row, but here we are. I will be needing a nap later.

Did around the house stuff yesterday. Prepped dinner for tonight, made dinner for myself. Did laundry. Cleaned. Went out until about 11 last night. Caught up with a couple of people. Got into an argument with one more. There's no pleasing some people and I am done trying. I don't have the energy any more to try and stay friends with someone who doesn't want to be my friend. Just tired of playing games with people who need real therapy and try to use me for it. Stop acting like children. No one has the time to play these games. I don't need that in my life. There are plenty of people in my life these days who respect my time, who respect who I am, and don't need me to be their support group. As for the others, I am sorry but your time has come and gone. I do not need my tinnitus coming back because of your stupid ass.

That's about it. We are mere days away from B leaving. Days away from C being here. I can't wait.

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